I Am a Goddess in Training

Does that bother you?

You know I've been writing this blog and sharing my insights. I usually test what I want to present against Love and Truth but I realize that my idea of truth may  inadvertently offend some people and I want to lovingly address this.

For example, I believe I am a goddess in training. I must be trained because I lived my whole life believing a lie and a lot of my conditioning\programming has to be changed so that I can walk in the awareness of being a co-creator with Mother-Father GOD. It has been shown to me that I have always created my experiences unconsciously, and now I wish to do so consciously. It is not always easy but I have to be patient with myself.

To me, this is the most awesome news I have ever received and it is already transforming my life. I know now, that I can do much greater good in the world, and be of more service to others with this important knowledge.

However, some people may have a problem with what I am saying. They may see me as puffed up and even sacrilegious. It's funny because my big brother - Jesus - had to experience the exact same thing. Look here -

30 I and the Father are one.”

31 Again his Jewish opponents picked up stones to stone him, 32 but Jesus said to them, “I have shown you many good works from the Father. For which of these do you stone me?”

33 “We are not stoning you for any good work,” they replied, “but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God.”

34 Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are “gods”’[d]? 35 If he called them ‘gods,’ to whom the word of God came—and Scripture cannot be set aside— 36 what about the one whom the Father set apart as his very own and sent into the world? Why then do you accuse me of blasphemy because I said, ‘I am God’s Son’? - John 10: 30 - 36, NIV

It's awfully ironic how people have no problem calling themselves a child of God and don't realize that the statement means that they are claiming to be One with God.

Before Jesus left the earth, he prayed a prayer which I personally hold a lot dearer than even the very infamous Lord's prayer. The full prayer may be found in John 17 but here is one poignant verse from it:

21 That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me. - John 17:21, KJV 

The Sacred Feminine & The Divine Masculine

Beloved, we are gods and goddesses and it is time that we walk into the full responsibility of such a title. We have a responsibility to our dear precious Mother Earth, the physical manifestation of the Goddess who sustains our very existence. 

In one vision that I had, I saw myself going through a tunnel which went into the center of the earth and amazingly, I felt as though it was actually happening within my own self. In this way Sacred Mother attempted to share an important insight to me but I won't get into that now.

The Sacred Feminine brings an awareness of the Goddess - the feminine aspect of God - who resides in us all, sitting in the right side of our brains and allowing us to comprehend the big picture. The Divine Masculine - the male aspect of God - represented by the left side of our brain - allows us to process information sequentially and helps us apply logic. Christ consciousness is the ultimate goal though and it is birthed when we are able to unify the Divine Masculine and the Sacred Feminine firstly within ourselves.
We cannot throw away logic and reasoning but it must be sifted by unconditional love and the knowledge of our oneness.

GOD in the creative aspect of GOD chose to represent GOD's own nature in humanity and thus we have men and women. In the same way that women have a sacred responsibility to represent the divinity of the Feminine, so too do men have a responsibility to the Divine Masculine. 

For a long time, the Sacred Feminine has remained dormant as patriarchy ruled our society but the re-emergence is not only imminent, it is already happening. The cries against deforestation are rising and are being heard, slowly but surely. People are taking to social media to vent and speak out against savage crimes and other ills towards humanity. Sensitivity to the plight of animals is rising and people are showing more and more that they do care and that the might is not always right. 
People are giving way to more love and are opening up their hearts to more intuitive guidance. This - is the work of the Sacred Feminine. 

As Laura Eisenhower says - 'the Sacred Feminine is an essence' and this essence has long
been needed. If the Sacred Feminine may be likened to an essence, the Divine Masculine may be likened to structure and the two must mate. 

My blog is primarily focused on women, but men may glean a message for them as well.

Wake up to who you are. Acknowledge and embrace your divinity, allow for the mating of the Divine Feminine and Masculine and give way to the birthing of Christ consciousness within yourself. In this way you contribute to the ripple effect that is sure to crescendo across the planet and the collective planetary consciousness so that we may experience heaven on earth.

Love, light & Blessings,
Elizabeth Energy

The Awakening - Rising Above the Waters of Unconsciouness

Walking on Water

 
A few years ago I was meditating on the life of Jesus Christ and in particular upon the narrative that is told in the gospels where Jesus walked on water. The story is recorded in
several places in the Bible (John 6: 16 - 21; Mark 6: 45- 52 and Matthew 14:22-33) but I particularly like the accounts in Mark and Matthew which allude to Jesus wanting to spend some time alone and so therefore sending the disciples on ahead of him in a boat. When he was finished with his alone time, he simply stepped out onto the waters and approached the boat which was, by now, some distance from land.
 
 


Image courtesy: https://ayvaunnpenn.wordpress.com/2014/06/24/you-too-can-walk-on-water-part-ii/
 
 

While meditating, I started praying and asking God for faith to walk on water. I was very sincere in this request and I would even visualize myself walking on water. I repeated this meditation for a while and then I forgot about it.

 

From time to time I would have some pretty extraordinary dreams complete with full 'sensory' perceptions. Two pretty recurrent themes for me are flying and water.
One dream that made a significant impression on me included me walking around the bottom of a pool. I eventually started rising up above the surface of the water and when I looked to my right, within the dream, I saw a woman looking remarkably like me but yet she was more captivating than me. I got the distinct impression that she was me or at least represented my Higher Self - the perfect version of me. Her hair was long and flowing (there is nothing wrong with short hair but for some reason hair length is a symbol which reoccurs in some of my dreams -even up to last night), and her skin was a beautiful dark brown complexion - much darker than mine (I am of African decent). She was wearing a long flowing pure white garment that contrasted beautifully against her skin and it billowed out from her as though she was being carried by the wind itself. Her eyes were a magnetic coal black and carried a depth to them which said that she fully knew who she was and her authority. She was standing at the top of a stair case and she was actually under attack although the calm demeanour of her face did not convey any sort of despair. She had a large spear in her hand and she was deftly keeping the 'enemies' at bay so that they could not draw close to her. Despite being outnumbered, she was clearly victorious. She then started floating down the stairs and I believe she was coming to meet me but the dream ended.

 

Then at the start of August 2014 I had another water dream but this time I was in a large cruise liner that was completely submerged in the ocean. Everyone, including me, were breathing fine and it was if no one really suspected that being under water was in itself abnormal. Then I started to rise up above the waters and when I looked around, at first all I could see was the large expanse of ocean reaching out to the horizon. Then I noticed a few other people who were at the surface and they were playing and laughing and I wondered what they were doing up here and why everyone else was submerged.

 

Water A Symbol of Spirit that has Become Unconscious...

 "Water is the commonest symbol for the unconscious." - C. G. Jung

 I found myself thinking about these two dreams this morning when it occurred to me that the water in both dreams represented unconsciousness or the state of unconsciousness and that rising up above the waters represented becoming awake. I know I am going through an awakening and this was shown to me in several ways but I wanted to know if anyone else made this link between water and unconsciousness. So I came online and found the Carl Jung quote above.
Carl Jung is a noted psychotherapist and psychiatrist who lived from 1875 to 1961 and whose work is widely held to be the foundation of what we call analytical psychology today. He was a prolific writer whose work delved deeply into philosophy, literature and religious studies. Apparently Jung had done a lot of research in ancient texts on the symbolism of water and deduced that it represented the unconscious.

According to this website called Scientific Dream Interpretation, which expands on the Jungian concept, the 'spirit becomes water when the dreamer doesn't believe in the spiritual life'. That is to say that lack of awareness of the spirituality of life makes the spirit more dense. The site also explains that a large quantity of water means lack of faith and belief only in materialism and shows that the dreamer doubts the existence of another dimension.

(Funny thing is that recently I also found myself thinking of the flood. could the great deluge actually represent the time when we first began forgetting who we were....)

 

'Be careful what you wish for...'

 

Coincidentally, not too long after my dream in August 2014, my life literally shattered around me. My views and perceptions of my life and spirituality were toppled over as I dealt with what I could only call the unconscious emotional abuse of one who I had loved dearly. In fact, upon realising how unconscious this individual actually was and had always been, I started to realise that I too had also been unconscious for a long time. Unconscious people are not inherently evil. In fact our true nature is love and light. Living in the delusion of Maya makes us succumb to evil but as we begin to awaken, we are often drawn to vibrate on higher frequency thoughts and ways of living. 

What I used to call a good life was nothing more than a poor excuse of an existence within which I dealt with personal unhappiness and dissatisfaction in every area of my life. Furthermore I actually thought that existing like this was normal.

I was happy in dysfunction.

 

The decisions that I came to in the following months caused people to question not only my sanity but my spirituality and in all fairness to them, for the person that I had been all along, my behaviour was now shocking at best. To many it appears as though I am dismantling my life but for me, it feels like I am recreating my life and that I am now doing so consciously.

 

I am now beginning to walk on water.

 

On that morning in August 2014, when I arose I immediately felt drawn to this beautiful song from the Australian music band, Hillsong United and it is a song that I have repeatedly find myself drawn or led to. I believe the author of this song was inspired and I do hope that it inspires you.

 

Love, Light and Blessings

Elizabeth Energy